I had a routine Dr appointment today and because of the warm weather I was wearing shorts and a t-shirt. Dr Pav took one look at my skin then phone the Dermatologist right there. Under the Dermatologist instructions he gave me a prescription to start a drug called Methotrexate and Folic acid to start on Monday12th. I'm a bit down about it because in an ideal world it's not the treatment I want. I believe these drugs will only treat the symptom and not help my body heal but rather suppress my immune system and risk a long list of possible side effects. They could hurt me more than it's worth. But what I'm living with currently, I'm resorting to this. I'm ready to risk it. because I'm finding it so very very hard to deal with. So now I will put my trust in my Dr. I do trust Dr Pav and I'm so grateful I have a really good Doctor. Tonight I was trying to think of which parts of my body are clear and there's not much of it. The inside of my legs seem relatively clear, my feet, my breasts and décolletage, most of my neck and my hands. the inside of my arms are mostly clear but it is starting to show signs of spreading there. Oh well...here goes nothing!
