I started back at work on Monday, a day was not looking forward to at all. It was a bit emotional for me leaving Oakley but it was just a short 3.5hr shift so it wasn't too bad. but as soon as I started working it felt like I had never left. It was gross. I had five months off work and it was such a good break from it. I got the centrelink parental leave pay which is the same payment that I got when Carter was born. It is such a good one and I'm so grateful for the time it allowed me to take off work and be home with Oakley, but now that is finished we still need my income to cover some of our expenses.
The second and third shifts back at work were better. It's proving to be more of an adjustment for Kerry as he is left to 'hold down the fort' while I go to work. Tonight for example, I worked 6-11pm, Mathias had Ballet 6.30-7.30 and Taylah worked 7-10pm So Kerry had to drop me off at work then drop Mathias off to ballet then drop Taylah off at work then 7.15 pick up pizza from Dominos for dinner then pick Mathias up from ballet. Come home, feed the kids - feed Oakley a bottle somewhere in amongst all the running around - get the boys to bed while trying to look after the baby at the same time. By 9.30 Oakley's tired and ready to go to sleep. 10pm leave three boys asleep at home but take the baby with him to pick Taylah up from work. put the baby back to bed. get Taylah to bed but tell her to keep a listen out for Oakley while 11pm he picks me up from work. hahahaha he got a little taste of my job as Mum hahaha and a lot more appreciation for everything I do to. So funny, but that's life with our growing family. It's full on. and it's great!
This weekend Taylah and Mathias will be going to the temple to do youth baptisms on Saturday morning, the Sullivans are taking them and leaving me their new puppy to look after. Micah has his soccer game in the afternoon and then we'll be going to Cowra for the night because Mathias is performing in the eisteddfod there. He is in a Saturday evening session and two sessions on Sunday, then we'll come home.
Monday I'm taking Taylah to an appointment with a ENT to check her ears. Last year she had multiple ear infections that seemed to never clear up completely even after antibiotics. We got a hearing test and both ears were showing a deficit so we've been waiting to see an ENT to investigate it further. I worry about her hearing and the possibility of it worsening and I can't help but feel guilty like I didn't do enough, soon enough to possibly prevent such a deficit. But I know I'm totally doing that to myself and we will figure this out as we go.
Then next Wednesday Taylah flys out to New Zealand with Mum and Nana Stevie which is pretty exciting.