3 months ago I caught Taylah out and discovered she had been stealing money from her work, she doesn't know how much exactly but it's most likely in the hundreds. I was at a loss and conflicted as to what to do. What I eventually decided was to not turn her in and to give her a chance to stop and change her behaviour.
Tonight I'm at even more of a loss as I have caught her out again. The first time she did it, Kerry would have taken her straight to her boss to confess, but he let me make the decision to not do that. I think I'm possibly taking away his right to parent Taylah in this case because I believe he is too hard on her and has a very poor connection with her and I wish that it was better. I try to stay out of their relationship, but I find it difficult to when I feel like what I'm seeing is a 15 year old daughter desperately longing for a closer connection with her dad - especially as day in and out she sees the easy connection he has with Mathias - and then the sometimes hostile arguments that they get into. It breaks my heart and Kerry know this, I think that is why he lets me take the lead on this one but still feels like he doesn't get a say.
I know she got off pretty much scott-free last time and was not held accountable. So maybe it's time. This scares me! and I'm scared for her too because I would be even more scared to tell my boss if I were her, but I tried one way and she still reverted.
My other concern is finding out the underlying cause for this behaviour. I feel like possibly talking with a psychologist may help her unpack what may be going on. Why is she stealing money when she has money? I over-look her finances and to a large degree can control it, am I not giving her enough choice and control? I'm trying to teach her to save money, and to not spend all the rest of her money on junk food or just food. Should I stop overlooking her finances and give her complete autonomy of her money? I have no idea what to do.
In other news, I have mild hypertension and have to do more tests to see if there is an underlying cause for the rise in my blood pressure. Just another health issue to add to my list. I was pretty down about this when I found out, but I'm feeling better now. pro-active even. I stopped drinking coke cold turkey! which is huge for me haha. I also stopped eating chocolate for 6 days at least then I have a bit, but I'm going to try keep it to a bare minimum.
anyway, I better go, Oakley is crying for a feed X